Friday, April 22, 2011

Welcome To The Middle of Nowhere

I'm going to attempt to finish bleaching my hair today.  I started a couple weeks ago taking it from black to it's now multifaceted orange layers ala Vitamin C.  Does anyone even remember her?  She was like a One Hit Wonder or something the year I graduated high school with a song called...you guessed it :) Graduation. My goal is platinum blonde just like Marilyn.  Suprised?  I didn't think you'd be.  I feel a kinship to this woman who had to be somebody else, somebody perfect, on the outside while inside she was lonely, confused, and crying.  So The bleaching will be tonight and hopefully I wont have to do more than one more application to get it where I want to be.  I'm still exhausted from my bout of insomnia last night, but I don't have the luxury of sleeping in.  Four kids two under two=up at dawn & NO naps for me lol.
I'll let you in on a little secret...I have been a thin girl trapped inside a big woman since I had my second child...but-drumroll please-NO LONGER.  I have lost enough wait to fit into NORMAL sized clothing again.  I haven't hit my target weight yet but I can shop at my favorite stores again, Rue 21 being the absolute best clothing store I've ever been into.  My ultimate goal is size 7 and Hot Topic (absolute fave store all time) I've already lost over 60 pounds going from a size 22 to a size 15 only a little more to go!

I'm extremely happy with how the outside is starting to shape up...but the inside...it's still confusing me.  I need a Babelfish app for my brain...

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